Ugh, why did I already have to start this year off by worrying so much? What's wrong with me and why can't I just go back to being my usual cheerful self? It feels like nothing is ever going to get better again and I hate it. I haven't been able to distract myself or get my mind off things or enjoy things that I normally enjoy either. Neither have I been drawing anything recently. Or at least, being happy while drawing. All because I'm so terrified. Make it stop already. DX